There is so much I want to say. So much I need to say.
Mainly how I am so fed up of wanting to do things, work, party, learn, run, read, sit, walk, enjoy etc etc but can’t!
And yet my brain is aching to do these things…. leading to it fighting with itself – leading to me wanting to just give up sometimes.
This illness is a torture. Ok one minute ( by ok I mean highly medicated but functional) and so fed up the next and in breakthrough pain the like of which you’ll never understand….