Dancing With The Devil

So I’ve been on new tablets ( added to the million I’m currently on) for about 2 weeks and have had the weirdest dreams. I’ve always had an overactive imagination, ever since I was a child. I had an imaginary friend – Robbie ( or so everyone tells me he was imaginary, I could see…

Military battles (A bath).

Everyone I have met (mainly through online forums) with Fibromyalgia & other “invisible illnesses” always tries do more than than should, on our “easier” days… and no matter how many times we pay the price for it, we do it over & over again. I am a prime example.. I know why, its because I want…

Hospital “Again”

This is what drives me nuts. Having to attend the hospital for tests after tests after tests. I wish I could just press a reset button and do age 18-now (health wise) all over again. To be perfectly frank.  I’m so fed up with prodding and poking I’m getting angry at everything and everyone. For…

Letting People Know

One of the most challenging things about this illness is the invisibility.. Believe me, Ive never been a “poor me poor me” person.. BUT sometimes that condescending, even disgusted look that gets shot your way when you cant walk/run/pick something up/open a bottle is so depressing…

So – Do you “come out” as a “Spoonie”?

I’m AllyMcBeal – Just old & ill!

I know it was Al Green who regularly made appearances in Ally McBeal – however this version, just really “gets me”. I feel I could’ve been her, I did what she did (sorta), Had a stressful career & was a bit whimsical, BUT always held my own in Male dominated industries, Like Cars & Insurance…

Feeling sorry for myself

I’m the person who constantly  gives great advice, who is the go to person for problem solving,  be it financial,  business, staff, personal, relationships etc. I’m grounded and straight talking. I’ve a lot of experience  in many ways,  with over a decade of self-sufficiency that made me strong and confident beyond what I already had.…