Being Better

The last few weeks since Christmas have been busy for me. I’ve been invited to be on the board of 2 new charity / community groups as well as having to raise the sponsorships needed to keep CelebFC viable for 2018. Pair these jobs with trying to survive day to day with fibro – tearing…

Brushing off the old me.

I’ve not posted in a while.. to all looking on, I’m HAPPY, healthy, have a diary  full of social engagements and a multilateral Friendverse… But the last 4 months of 2017 have been tough. My “Happy” mask has been almost permanently on and it’s become draining.. I am exhausted…  I’ve had great highs but also,…

Hospital day

Today is a hospital day ( for people like me, 1 of many you attend each year). This one is because of my messed up sinuses – they’ve given me pain and problems for almost a decade but none of my Drs bothered to do more than issue antibiotics… until my new Dr last year……

Shades of a past life

Sitting in a cafe I am observing a young couple and their children. Typically mum is settling the kids at a table while dad is shouting across the cafe what sandwiches they can all have.. its really cute and reminds me of a time when I was happy…. many many many years ago… If only…

Sadness

I spent a full day in abject pain yesterday- BUT it was worth it because it was in  response to my pulling together a charity event for 2 small charities. I operate daily thanks to a multitude of meds bit on some days the meds do NOT even bring my pain to within a bearable…