Anger

it’s almost a year since my mum died ( 10th June )…And all the remembrance gardens, memory days, hashtags etc for those who have died from “c0vid” have completely ignored her and her elderly friends who died slow, painful, unnecessary deaths when they should have been protected…Am I angry..Duh!Should something be done?Yes!Will it?No – as…

The “Naked Man” Experiment.

Have you ever felt like those closest to you are the ones who “ghost” you the most (unless they need you for something), you know, just assuming you will always be there & need no interaction/warmth. I have found (particularly over the last year) a trend of “head in phone” or “Selective hearing” has manifested.…

Couldn’t have said it better myself

I didn’t write this BUT it is absolutely where I stand on Vaccines & “The Virus”… As someone living with limiting illnesses, believe me, anything that presents, that may affect me or my beautiful daughters – is researched & looked into in DEPTH! I need to know they are going to be OK. This is…

A realisation today that made me cry

Today I was laying in bed ( woke up at 6am, still stuck in bed at 10.15 as legs just wouldn’t move properly), watching videos. When I stumbled across a video of one of the best days of my life. Sunday June 10th 2007 – George Michael concert at the new Wembley….. YES I WAS…

My weird and wonderful friends

I’ve become friends with 2 magpies, who I have named mama and papa. They have taken up residence in a chimney pot in a house a few doors down from mine and I’m happily feeding them every now and then. Its breeding season and I will hopefully soon be a “grandparent: to some Magpie grandchildren..…

My Blog helps me stay sane

I’ve always been a book-nerd (I say nerd not worm, as I was always nto the nerdier kinds of reads, you know Sci-fy, Science, Horror, Fantasy – with a smidge of nature & biography’s in there too). Reading was always one of my favourite things to do, beofe my eyesight started to fail me –…

Its been a Long time

Its been a while – As you know I lost my mum and that hit me hard. Ive never felt more emotional than the last few months, but not the sort you would think. I’m not a Crier, never have been BUT I am an “Angry’er” if that’s a word… I’m angry the world lost…

I feel 10 feet tall.

Have spent the afternoon taking advantage of a low pain day, listening to 80’s music, building a website for a friend,  sourcing sponsors for the free community event I help put on every year at Christmas for kids in Surrey & designing the posters for that event.A very satisfying, rewarding afternoon.They dont happen often but…

1 month ago, I lost my North

I’ve been quiet. I’m sorry. It’s been a truly hard few months. My mother who had severe dementia, felt so isolated when the care home went into Lockdown ( as did many there) that she stopped eating, stopped drinking and died. June 10th, I lost my true North. I am bereft. Physical pain of fibromyalgia…